Countdown.

18.
The age I met you at. I just moved in with my high school sweetheart and you let me borrow your lighter outside of a coffee shop.
17.
The exact amount of minutes it took me to ask you if you had a girlfriend.
16.
The amount of cigarettes I went through the first time we hung out one on one.
15.
The number of weeks from the time I met you, to the time my high school sweetheart and I broke up.
14.
The number of days before I took you after that to rescue your girlfriend.
13.
The number of days it took me after that to be able to admit to myself that I was in love with you.
12.
The number of years it's been since I met you.
11.
The number of times I have thought about you in the last three days.
10.
The number of miles we drove to feed the ducks.
9.
The number of times I have wondered if you still have the cd I gave you.
8.
The number of years since I saw you last. 7.
The number of times I have admitted to you that I loved you.
6.
The amount of unpublished love letters I have written to you and never sent.
5.
The number of times we've tried to see each other but never made it.
4.
The amount of times I have actually written about you in poetry form.
3.
The number of times I have asked you to marry me.
2.
The number of times you have asked me to marry you.
1.
You are my one.