Wednesday, June 4, 2014

Memories

I still remember
The "Some Dude's Birthday Party Poetry Tour"
Back in 2011,
When I was just this girl
Who just knew how to use words
In just the right way
To justify anything. 
I remember the day we were almost killed accidentally,
By a flying queen sized mattress. 
When you were just this guy
Who just knew how to love me
In just the right way
Without justification. 
I used to write you love poems,
And you'd ask me if my seatbelt was buckled. 
I remember sleeping on the floor in the living room with you,
Watching the A-team on the mattress we moved in front of the fire place
like we were in high school. 
I remember flirting with you
When you came to see me at work. 
And I remember when we went to Prescott together. 
I remember how much I loved you. 
It's been three years since I have seen you, or spoke to you. 
I lived my life after you, knowing you were never coming back,
Knowing you were justified in your decisions,
Knowing I had to live with the consequences. 
I wanted you to know I made it through the last few years, 
And I have always been thankful for what you said to me before we walked our seperate ways. 
You meant so much to me, no matter what it was that I did to cause it all to end.
We are just passing memories now. 
But I remember them fondly.